Moving

So I might not be moving to Texas, but to Idaho. With my mother. It's all cool, I'm just away from the love of my life. Please tell me this isn't the way it seems. Do I chose my mother, sister, brother, god mother, god father, best friend, Jim, James, and Sheriece? Do I chose Him, the love of my life, and Squishy, Lemon, Pinkie, Doku Hime, Ookami, Waffles and my father?

Other than this being one of the hardest decisions of my life, it's simple. Honestly, I know that there is a decision somewhere, because I have been wanting to go back to my mother's place anyway, until I met him. THEN I was dragged to the Farthest place west, Washington State.
I have been looking forward to seeing him again, but now I have a choice. What do I do? PLEASE help me.

I'd be empty with out him, but I will be torn apart by the vendetta I have against my father... Nothing Is what it seems. I know, but there are sacrifices to everything. I want my mother to win, over my father. my love, however, well, I'm trying to decide if he is worth it. you can never tell. i can't, at least. We've allowed our feelings to exsist for ten months, but that is all. I know that I love him, he expresses his love to me (however obscene it may seem).