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Kim called me yesterday. I haven't talked to her in nearly nine months. I could have had a child in that time! Kylea would have killed someone if I did. She has issues. I love her though. They are my two best friends in Texas. I was so excited. Her and master hate eachother now. They were homecomming sweethearts. I was sad, but happy. There is nothing stopping us from destroying his "ego" now. Lol. I already double crossed him once. I plotted against him with my ex and his friend, who was like my brother. I miss them. Alot.

According to her, nothing has changed, much. Gaara is still Gaara, Ikuto still Ikuto. I know that the group has split up recently, but it is still the same. I hope that I can pull them back together. Maybe I shoulden't. I don't know. It's upsetting.

Kylea's aslo going to kill me if I get back together with someone who I am oblidged to anyway. We never really "broke up", but Split up. I'm still his girl, and I think of him as my man. I know that we have both had other partners, and that a lot happened while I was way. There are things that were meant to change. I am far from the little girl that he fell for. I just hope that he can still love me for what I have become.

There's only so much that I can take in. I never thought that I was actualy going back. I always wanted to, from the hour that we left, no, when I saw that look He gave me when we were alone and he was thinking about it. That was when I wanted to run away, just so I can stay with him, untill he let me go. He thought about kidnapping me, but it was only a joke. I think. Knowing him, it could have been a serious intent. I sometimes wish he would have. I know that by now, together, we would probobly have ended. I think that is how it would be.